My story....please read my poem?

never had a boyrfriend; never had a friend; never had a soul to talk to; about the hell i'm livin in. never went to parties; never went on dates;never got to join in pictures with friends huggin our mates. never got to put on myspace my girls and i all smiles never got the comments added that went on and on for miles instead i was a loner; afraid of my own shadow; listening as others pointed; callin me a whacko; never got the BFF placed once on my web page; instead lied an empty world; filled with sadness and utter rage. just once if i'd have had a friend to hold me when i cried or tell me it would be okay when i realized that boy lied maybe i'd be a better person simling withe world, too; instead i sit alone,crying out to you maybe once if i'd had a man sincerely love me it wouldn't be engraved in my head the fact that i'm ugly.but i guess there always has to be the one outside looking in there's always that great big loser for every gigantic win